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In Loving Memories Of My Beloved Little Sis; Candy Kwek

2010-08-28T02:21:00.001+08:00

IN LOVING MEMORIES OF CANDY KWEK.
BORN 24TH APRIL 1989
DEPARTED 28TH JUNE 2010

YOU ARE GREATLY MISSED BY ALL OF US!

-LOVES; ALWAYS YOUR SISTER.

2010-06-03T00:31:00.002+08:00

Wanted to talk to you also cannot
Don't talk to you also cannot
Once i open my mouth, you are going to say the same thing.

I am now feeling tired, upset and damn bored of my life
And I HATE IT when people is trying to compare themself making/having a very nice BF that brings them to eat for dinner/movies frequently.
Why do i feel like i am like a PEA?

The reason why am I so happy and anxious to hear you thinking to let go your car, is because I thought finally I can lead the normal and sweet life.

Why aren't you telling me things that you are doing? Making me feeling i am a damn PEA in your heart and mind. I just feel like telling you, don't bother to tell me anything anymore(HARSH).

Many things are accumulated up, not only because you offline faster then usual then I am unhappy..... I am not a unreasonable girl.

12 May 2010

2010-05-12T23:24:00.001+08:00

I am so glad that I actually heard you saying about our marriage..

I am continue-ing my 2A lesson 1 again this sunday @ 815am, lets say GOOD LUCK to mee!!!

Test

2010-04-16T18:22:00.001+08:00

Test blogging from my phone, yeehaaaa

2010-04-13T11:50:00.002+08:00

What and how it feels to be dating?
I felt that once last year, everything seems to be used to it, can't feel the sweetness
Whenever I see you, I feel happy
But I feel upset whenever you talk to me in a way that makes me even drop my tears

You promised that you will not let me shed a single tears of sadness anymore
But what do I see other then tears of sadness when we have problems?

I really hope that you spoke a word of man, but not saying 1 thing and do another.

2010-04-12T11:38:00.001+08:00

After my Operation for 2weeks, I finally feel the real pain on the operated part.
This morning while OTW to work, PIE jam, after BKE lane 1 accident
Once I am there, is only left 2 TP Marshall and 1 Taxi.

2 Pallets from LV just arrived, GTG!

2010-03-25T00:46:00.001+08:00

Like what Raymond says, I always have relationship problems,"boyfriend problem!"

Now, it's not "boyfriend problem"

I really felt damn annoyed by this kind of ultimate sensativity i have
I should not go to your place, I should not say OK to follow you to temple when I DON'T PRAY!

哭过就好了。。

2010-03-24T14:00:00.001+08:00

I don't know why, I am acting and feeling like he don't even really care about me
I want to live my life happily, I do not wish to go with Regrets one day.

I love my Family, I love my BF, I love my friend's...

2010-02-09T11:36:00.002+08:00

Why am i feeling so unfair always?
Why are things in low and high situation?

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2 more days and i'm flying to China for 9days, will only be back by 20th.

Everything is almost ready...

I'm feeling kind of tired, did not sleep well last night.

Woke up in the morning with no breakfast, i don't wish to care, no breakfast no big deal, I won't die.

I feel upset again, i don't wish to have the same feeling coming back again.

2010-01-11T23:55:00.002+08:00

I am taking H1N1 Jab tomorrow morning, preparing to go China next month
I could not believe myself that i actually spent 200SGD in 2 hrs, my gosh
Bought myself a heel boots, 1st boot i had. And it cost me 99.90SGD at Zara.

Alright, heading to sleep soon, nights people.

2010-01-06T01:38:00.002+08:00

Many things happened, too tired to type out what happened

Hope that things will be better, better cherish the last one you.

Seeing more and more people in my circle, passed on.
I really miss my buddy alot.

2009-12-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

My buddy of 7yrs has left me 5 days ago
A really good friend, knew every single things i experienced in my 7yrs life.
Life has been unfair, making us lose such a great friend.

You never fail to pick me up to work when i'm late, at the time i was working in LG, Starhub and Woodlands Spectrum.
You never fail to meet me up when i'm bored or even sad.
You never fail to listen.
You never fail to bring me for touring, and let me see the most beautiful waterfall i never seen before in my life.
You never fail to let me experience something new, like taking me on a ride on your DRZ and open throttle when you see a hump, instead of closing throttle.
You never fail to eat lunch with me when i had no one to eat with.

You are such a great friend to everyone, but unfortunately your life ended at 28yrs old.
I hope you will be happy wherever you are
I hope we will be great buddy next life

You will never be forget by me and your friends, Lawrence Tan 07/11/1981 - 10/12/2009

2009-11-23T17:39:00.002+08:00

I will be having my break time starting from tonight at the Tan family, Tan mummy is back yesterday
Back to toa payoh from tonight onwards **unless weekend

Had some different thinking last night with BF, probably is just jealousy etc... just don't know how to describe that kind of feeling

Tan mummy bought some winter clothes for me, including gloves and mask for next year trip to China to visit Tan daddy.
My leave is half approved, by Claudio only, waiting for Luca's approval now.

Feeling damn sick of indians, touching something that doesn't belongs to them forever, crossing the roads like the road belongs to their grand parents, talking and blocking people's way like nobody's business.

2009-10-26T14:13:00.003+08:00

I really hope we have more time together, and you to bring me out for a walk, movie or sea breeze.

We have missed out all these for quite sometime, and it's kind of neglecting me cos of ur work.

I understand you are earning hard enuff to make better life for me, but i hope at another hand, you will think of me.

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I am glad that you know what's going on on Saturday night
that night was really a pissed off night for me

trusting someone has it's limits
most of the time, if you need someone to trust you, you will need to place a stabalizer to make that trust grow and bloom
but what you did was just telling me and telling me
you think i will feel safe after hearing what you said?
Have you realised that you have not been cuddling me for quite sometime too?

smile more, because what i wanna see is your smile.
the reason for me to smile, is your smile.

2009-10-15T14:36:00.004+08:00

I felt disappointed in your answers after i asked you to send me home when i am feeling sick and weak....
I asked if you will be worried if i were to ride home, you said yes
I asked if why you can't fetch me home, you said you want to finish things early and could get home and rest early
You made me feel rest is more important then me, your future wife
You said i wouldn't want you to hurry things, i just kept quiet.

Because after hearing all your answer and speeches, my tears drop, perhaps i'm feeling weak

You didn't knew that this is one of the test for you.

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However, I'm still glad you will have the heart to buy some food for me.

2009-09-07T21:10:00.001+08:00

Yo people, let me show you guys my new hairstyle!!!

Awww, people say nice nice lehhh! :D

2009-09-03T13:10:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling sick right now,
feeling drowsy, sleepy.
been having flu on and off.

could'nt get a good sleep last night because of my block and running nose
terrible.
just feel like having a hug from pig only =((

2009-08-17T23:22:00.002+08:00

Have not been posting again~
Came to a conclusion after riding on the road for coming 1 yr, more experience driver's drive recklessly then younger people.

Working is fine, everything's smooth.

Got the statement of the witness and the driver of my accident from my lawyer firm
what i can say is TOTALLY CRAP
the witness does not seen what the car did, only the aftermath accident
i am feeling so devasted by how these people were doing.
imagine someone say he/she realised that he/she hit someone, and first reaction is swerve to the left, and the other one say he/she witness the person is at the extreme right lane
think about this sentence, does it make sense to you?

Met with a really 100% reckless driver S**33L, really really BTH!!
First i saw him using HP, then he start tailgating everyone that is infront of him, before that i witness he almost hit on the back of a lorry at 3rd lane, i was travelling about 90km/hr, i guess that reckless driver was driving about 100 or 120km/hr, he jammed brake when he almost hit the lorry. dumb..

Gonna be good girl from Wednesday onwards, cos is first day of ghost festival, stay home play maple with jie jie and have dinner with family ^-^

2009-07-31T13:56:00.000+08:00

Verse 1:
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
'Til the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life, you're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you

Verse 2:
When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rushed to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

I can't imagine me without you

*Thumbs up*
This song is actually a christian song, but I really really love it to the max.

2009-07-26T04:00:00.000+08:00

I miss my future husband
2nd August please come quickly!!

I realised that it's been sometime I watched a movie alone with my future husband
It's been sometime both of us really spend precious time together
So if you are reading this now, you should know what to do :|

I am so lonely this week, and next week!
Nobody to hug :((

Oh yes gotta update something,
got caught by Traffic Police due to my tinted visor on 21st July after buying helmet for SISTER and heading back to work after lunch.
Total Lost: S$50.00/-
Then, when was heading home, exited Toa Payoh because i need to go buy supper for SISTER
and saw a road block
I changed back my visor the same day i got caught
so was thinking that i was safe.................................but i was wrong
they asked me to stop aside
checked my license and IC
Then asked me to open up my box, flipped every single thing and saw my contraband cigarette
but lucky me that they did not fine me for that because i think i will go crazy
The traffic police officer just ask me to crush all my cigarette and throw it away in the dust bin,
i did and went off to get mac to get supper for SISTER

Got 2 things happened in a week, because of my SISTER
KNS lah.
sighs.

2009-07-22T02:42:00.001+08:00

Heh, sorry for not posting for days or weeks again..

Darling has left for China with daddy and mummy on Monday midnight, waiting for next weekend to come!!!
i miss him so................

got a fine ticket today when i went to buy helmet for sister, was on the way back to work already, S$50.00 lidat gone. kns..
hais..

will post again!

2009-07-14T00:27:00.004+08:00

Hi all,

Sorry for not updating recently, been quite in a mess this few weeks, hmmm....
oh yes, date has been set most probably on my birthday next year, both side is okay.
hehehe..
Has been really really out of cash recently, sighs....

Kinda stress recently, so menses was skipped for 2months, finally it is here to visit me today. hiak...

BF Has been very nice to cook dinner for me nowadays, loves.

Gotta post again, ciao

2009-06-07T01:48:00.003+08:00

Went for Sakae Sushi after work with DD at TPY Central on 3/3/2009 Wednesday
had a really filling and happy dinner.... LOVES*
Here are the picture's...

Head over to Marina Barrage after dinner
relax and enjoy the scenery, talking about stuff and work -.-"
took some picture's and yeah, here it is...

hahaa can't stand my DD!!

last but not least, our loving kiss! hehehehe

Just came back from Teh Ni's work shop,
did a wrapping of Dry Carbon for my IU.
Stupid Spencer was busy that's why didn't meet up with him, if not can do my decal's le... Will take a photo and upload soon! ;)

2009-06-01T13:53:00.002+08:00

Had been having full body aching and giddy since after accident
body is getting weaker, damn...

feeling weak, like always not enough sleep :(

Mummy is leaving this saturday morning to China to find papa
going for 3weeks
so am going to take over Mummy's role for the 3weeks at jurong east

really hope next year things will be going accordingly to our plans,
then things will be better and more wonderful
isn't it DD ? :)

DD had opened a new blog to do his stuff. please view 老公 in one of my tag. :)

Cheers everyone! Ciao

2009-05-29T00:43:00.002+08:00

Good Morning all~

Claudio is leaving Singapore in 15mins,
to Italy, coming back on next friday.
Luca is leaving on Sunday till end of June

Working at G-Max is great, esp with Claudio and Luca.
But stress was build up by another boss i have.

Well, will be heading to TTSH on Thursday for my breast checkup.
Most probably unable to go for work as I don't know how long will the checkup and test takes.

ciao people, gotta go sleep soon.

2009-05-18T23:31:00.003+08:00

I'm having flu right now
terrible one.
not to worry, not H1N1.

this week has not been a good week for me and BF
having misunderstandings and sort of argued
but anyway, due to communications wise so we did some compromise already

I'm feeling weak now.......
i miss my bike...
1 more week or less to go then can see my bike..

Seeing my friend's around me,
70% - Married
20% - Given birth to baby
10% - dunno doing what (Yes Mr.Raymond Chan, I'm talking about you)
Hmm, dunno what is going to happen next man.

Trying my best to be a employee, GF and future daughter-in-law,
abit over-stressed i think, must think of someways to destress.

2009-05-17T12:42:00.002+08:00

was busy nowadays so did not update my blog
went to TTSH on thursday to do a checkup on my right breast as i feel something
appointment was at 9am, so woked up at 7 plus to prepare
did a ultrascan on my right breast and found out there is 3 lumps
the one that i felt is the biggest one which is around 1.6CM
the others are minor ones
so doctor suggested me to do a test to see if it's harmful anot, or do a OP to remove it
i didn't made the decision immediately as i need to talk to my mum and i wasn't mentally prepared
i was quite shocked, i am only 20 yet i am facing so many problems in just 4 months
at first was wisdom tooth, which made me on MC for 1 week
then accident after 2 weeks plus later after i went back to work, made me MC for 1 week again
now my breast.
but i was quite glad that i realised it earlier
i am going for the next appointment with my mum on the 4th June and decide what to do
i cried while on the way to work after the appointment, made BF worried, i'm sorry honey.

i am trying my best to perform really good at work
but somehow i felt that, i need someone to help me.
Claudio and Luca is out to Sepang to attend the MSS(Malaysa Super Series) and i was alone on Friday and Saturday, but lucky me to have a BF that is so nice to come down and accompany me.
Sales wasn't good on Friday, only many people asked many questions.
Sales wasn't too bad on Saturday, perhaps i sold 4 gloves and 1 chest protector.
However, first step is always not very good
it will get better, i believe .

2009-05-04T23:43:00.006+08:00

Hi all~ sorry for not blogging for days.
I got into a accident on the 30th April when i was going to work.
Right infront of Kitchener Road, the juncion at the famous scissors cut curry rice, just beside is Bee Cheng Heng..
I was in the first lane, this car who hit onto me is on the second lane.
1st lane - Go Straight & Turn Right
2nd lane - Go Straight ONLY

So i was going straight which is reaching my shop
and this car, actually did a wonderful RIGHT turn
and yes, i banged/he banged into me
this is the photo of my bike n the car
Kudos to my boss that actually saw me going in the ambulance, stayed there to wait for TP to arrive and took a snap of it.

I was sent to the hospital, while in the ambulance i called everyone that concerns me including my darling, so he took the fastest plane back to Singapore.
Oh yah, BTW, i asked the uncle who banged me, "why did u made a right turn when you're not suppose to??" and he replied "CAN WHAT, WHY CANNOT??" Before i end de conversation, i INSTRUCT him to get me my shoe for me which was about 6M away from where i landed.
I was cring non-stop sitting in the middle of the junction, when it happened, too shocked.. and remembered that i told darling not to worry about me and i promised i'll take good care of myself.. hais. My bike is currently at Bikeworkz, they will settle for me, meanwhile i'll juz rest n recoup back le...
The photos below are the injuries i had, 4days after accident.

My Swelling Foot.. which is better by abit...

My Hip/Stomach

My wrist and hand

My Arm

My Shoulder

Waited at the hospital, was unattended for 4 hrs.....
Was quite disappointed because i was told by the paramedics that they will settle my hip n right knee in the ambulance for my privacy, but nothing was doned.
Oh yes, i wan to thank the indian couple that carried me up from the road n sit on the chair and bought me a plain water n cool me down, make sure i'm alright and left. But i wasn't alright, i was still crying non-stop and hurts alot..

Well, i'm using 1 hand to type only, not bad huh ? But i gonna stop, pain le... BB!

Continued on 7th May 2009...

I would wish to thank all the people around me whom took great care of me, especially Darling, Joel and Mummy.
Anyway, my sister and my mother rushed to the hospital upon receiving my call while i was on the way to hospital.
My mum is glad upon seeing me still able to joke around, thats because i do not want to make anyone upset/angry bcos i got into accident thou it's not my fault.
My sister bought me Kinder Joy to cheer me up, she wanted to buy a soft toy, but at that time, my both hands unable to move due to pain, so my mum told her not to buy.
Then Joel came to fetch us, because Darling is currently in Phuket, he brought me to the hospital policepost and made a accident report.
My foot is still swelling, hais..

Thanks for all the people whom are concern :)

2009-04-27T12:54:00.002+08:00

Went cycling with Mummy yesterday at ECP
cycling till my pipi pain :'(

Reached there, was having thunder so we decide to eat lunch first
then ordered the food liao
suddenly heavy pour!
yah we are stucked.

We waited for the rain to stop and proceed to rent the bicycles
we ride for 2hrs, so tiring
Mummy's feeling hungry so fast liao.
haha

We headed to IMM after cycling,
walk walk,buy weighing scale and eat dinner
so headed home after that
head home, called baby
then went to shower
and guess what
me and Mummy watched horror show together, hahah.
"Babysitter Wanted"

After show, prepared myself to bed
sleeping alone on baby's bed without him =((
called baby and chatted for 30mins
then to sleep
cant get used to it because usually i had him beside me on that peice of wonderful bed.

Photo of Mummy i actually wanted to post up, but realised that baby's camera is spoilt, so the picture is distorted.
sighs.

2009-04-25T00:16:00.008+08:00

Hi all,
sorry for not updating on time again
>,<
anyway, it was my birthday yesterday
and i was sick
my neck act up again
this time, its more serious
i will continue later
but now i gonna share what surprise i've had from Mummy and Baby.........

before i finish work, i already had problems with my neck liao
hurts abit but not that bad
then baby came to fetch me from work
went to eat turtle soup at mcpherson
and head home
after eating turtle soup
i feel even more sick
giddy + neck pain + feel like puking
ah ah.. no, i'm not pregnant, its just that my body is weak
think i cant take the turtle soup, too heaty or what.
headed home, lie on the bed for 1hr bcos i'm feeling really bad
then went to shower
after shower, i lie down on the bed again
and Baby was massaging my neck and head for me
then suddenly
the clock hit 0000hrs
it was the 24th of April, Candy Kwek's birthday
and Mummy came knocking the door
she thought i was asleep
but i wasn't, hiak hiak.
Mummy said Happy Birthday to me, and ask me to head to the living room
and guess what?
the living room is in pitch darkness
then i saw 2 big candles sitting on a nutella cake
OMG!!! SURPRISE!!!! hehehehe

*Take note at my messy hair with my pajamas*

After cutting the cake, head back to the room and lie down
Baby was busy using computer
then he ask me to sit on the chair
and i sat on the chair
he asked me to close my eyes
and i followed as he said.
then.......................
he took my hand and press on the space bar (to play something)
and i heard my favourite song
i opened my eyes
and there it is
Baby did a birthday surprise for me
A video clip of the photo i had 5yrs ago when i first met him
pictures of us having mini BBQ outside his doorstep, hello kitty and some of my photos
i can't post it out, cos i'm not allowed to. hehehe
then head to sleep

tiak tiak tiak
the clock hit 2am
i jumped up from the bed when i was sleeping half way
the pain in my neck and head is really really cant tolerate
i almost hit my head to the wall
but of cos, i didn't
darling was in shock when i woke him up
then he asked mummy if anything can help
but in the end, i ate panadol
darling almost send me to A & E
for those who knows, i have phobia's going to hospital
then darling 吹眠 me to sleep
i was shocked that it works !!! =.="

Alright, woke up at 10am, went to work as usual
but today special, i wore shorts to work
hiak hiak
another surprise from Baby and Mummy!

A HELLO KITTY CAKE!! ^-^
then as usual, work and work, trying to find ways to help improving of sales.
FYI, i have been smoking really really less nowadays.
perhaps less then 5 sticks a day which i need 1packet last mth.
Then when i went to smoke the 3rd stick since i opened the shop at around 7plus,
i saw Claudio(1 of my boss)was hanging around my table
so i was like hmmmmm, yah he was finding something and i didnt think so much
so when i went back to my desk, i saw a envelope on my keyboard with italian words and 3 signature.
so i went to the office and ask
"Claudio what is this!"
and he was saying "That is for you! Happy Birthday!" and Luca(another boss) is smilling away.
So i said thank you happily and went out to open up the envelope and saw $50.00.
So i went to google and search for translation for italian to english
and the italian word on the envelope is "Happy Birthday"
and i went to translate the "Good Evening all, thank you for your red packet", went to microsoft outlook, send this translated italian words to my 3 bosses.
Claudio read the mail and was laughing away, because there is some typos on it. haha.
Happy!

Knocked off, darling came to fetch me with his car, went to 包popiah and eat my cereal prawn at bukit merah area, a very full dinner!
Look at Baby's serious face!>.<

The Food's...........

This is 包 by Baby for me.

Then head off to west coast mac, to meet the LMC ppl and try out the size for the polo-t's..

Now at home, preparing to sleep, a nice 20th birthday i had.
Thanks Baby and Mummy!!!
MUACKS MUACKS!!!

2009-04-22T13:15:00.002+08:00

within 1 hr or less,
my wash floor powder is back in singapore
yeepeee!

oh oh
forgot to post something important!
I SOLD A EXHAUST RECENTLY
and yes, i sold it myself!
hehehe so happy.

i have sold a bag and a cap
which is the first bag and the first cap that is sold instead of giving FOC to the teams.
hehehehe

the weather is so scorching hot!
i cant take it
even if riding at night
i don't have to wear a jacket!
amazing hot isnt it ?

have been waking up with sore eyes nowadays
sneezing non stop
falling sick soon
but i'm fighting the disease
drink more water
and eat the flu medicine mummy gave me
no more liaos.
hehehe.

2 more days is the day i'm turning 20.
我要动二头了.

will be very excited for that day
because baby says it will be the most memorable day for me..
hehehe.

2009-04-16T16:29:00.002+08:00

damn it
it's been so many days since i last blogged
and i cant remember
then i can't update
-.-"

anyway, this morning woke up at 4.20am, fetched baby to airport with mummy
and yes he flew off to guangzhou to seek for business opportunity
with joel and the other dunno who(it is joel's friend, so i dunno who is he)
then took train back home(Jurong) with Mummy
didn't manage to catch any rest
so off i went to kallang to find ah choong at 9.15am.
had coffee with ah choong
was updated by ah choong about some stuff
then head off to work.

today's plan was: after work = head off straight to KK to visit vivienne as she had her operation yesterday.
after that planned to meet chuawl
but something stupid came up
visiting hours in KK is 12PM-2PM and 7PM-8PM
so how am i going to see her whereas i finish work at 8?!
duh
and chuawl cant get a bike tonight
so yah, cancelled.
probably going malaysia
for some top up of cig n petrol and washing of bike -.-"

Baby will be out of town from 16th - 22nd then 25th to 29th
because he's coming back to celebrate my birthday.
thanks baby, for the effort to make time for my birthday
guess ure either busy to see my blog or forgot about me having a blog
=.=

2009-04-02T23:30:00.002+08:00

March 30th:

陈papa is back in singapore on thursday
we went for Lunch together at Vivo City Crystal Jade with Mummy and Baby
then went for dinner with gong gong and ah ma at ah orh
the food is terrible + i cant bite properly
sighs

March 31th:

陈papa need to go back China to work
so we woke up at 630am to fetch him to airport
standard procedure
Baby's BK Cross burger(Breakfast)
I took ard 30mins to finish the whole damn food
but i did not finish it...
then went back home to sleep
woke up at 2plus,
Mummy cooked porridge for me to eat..
eat finish le prepared to head to Teh Ni Ni place to get stocks
after that meet Joel, Benny, PS and Effe at HV for drink

April 1st:
Woke up at 10plus
wanted to eat Mac for lunch
budden Mummy cooked lunch le
so eat at home
then help folding joss papers to prepare to go and pray Baby's nanny and Grandma
then Joel came
then Alfred came
over to our place
At night went to malaysia with Joel and mummy and baby to wash car pump petrol and top up ciggy
share a Nasi Lemak with mummy
Left mummy at home
and went to put Baby's commercial papers on people's car near Baby's home
Headed home, had a shower, lie down on bed and hong my face and tummy
will recover faster
for my wound and my menses
AND
watch Biker Boys'!!

April 2nd:
Woke up, went downstairs with Mummy to take out the additional space for the watch that 陈papa bought for me
then headed home to wait for Baby to finish shower
and head off to Science centre which is..
opposite his house only lor -.-"
went to had lunch at Mac there
wanted to head to the science centre n explore after food
but too much kids
so we head to play simulator ride and watch Omni-Theatre!!!
FIRST TIME!
hehe but nice....................
went home after science centre
Mummy made Sponge Cake for us
and then i head back to TPY for dinner with my mum
and i da bao some Sponge Cake for my mum
hehehehe
be free despatch rider and send dinner for sister because dad's dialysis was delayed later
so mum asked me, i cant say NO.
then head hm and change my speedo and fuel gauge meter to PINK
Baby do the job
i stand there and see
hehehhe
then now, 1150PM
heading out to put commercial paper's near baby's house again
can't imagine because last night my finger was all black all thanks to the person whom did not use his car WIPER!!!
damn.....

2009-03-29T13:15:00.002+08:00

i can feel the pain despite eating the pain killer few hours ago
i'm feeling down bcos baby is not around
only smoked 1 stick yesterday
which i feel really really terrible!!!

baby is coming back soon
but he'll need to bring his dad and mum for dinner then can come and look for me
cant join them bcos i'm feel terrible on my gum
i look like a monster right now
left chin/cheek is swollen
hais.....

2009-03-29T00:10:00.002+08:00

Hi all,

sorry for not updating
okay let me update...

Yesterday which is the 27th of March - Friday
i was having pain on the gum for weeks
didnt went to see dentist
till yesterday
i cant take the pain anymore till i cried while at work
majority is bcos baby keep nagging at me ask me not to smoke so much etc
then i called my mum and seek for advise
so she said she want me go home first then go for gum check up at braddell
so i took time off from Claudio
went off about 5PM
reached home rest awhile changed to shorts
then ride to braddell with Mum
and guess what
doctor said its wisdom tooth
and asked me to do a X-Ray
so i did the X-Ray
and saw my tooth is growing in a abnormal way
so doctor advise me to do a small op to remove the tooth
because if i don't
the pain is going to be worst
and it might make things more serious
so i took the advise, took the OP
no preparation, i went into the OP's room after calling baby and boss
i was crying the whole operation
it was super painful because i can feel that the doctor did do something that affect my nerve
went home after the OP
mum bought Ice Milo and Ice Cream for me
hehehe
it was super numb as i cant feel my eye lid, my cheek, my chin and my tongue
please imagine that i cant tolerate the pain till i was sitting by the sofa
hugging my pillow tightly and weeping non-stop
hais
the most important person wasnt with me
but it's okay
baby's concern, and keep on calling and sms me.

mum slept with me last night
because shes afraid i will lose too much blood
this morning when i woke up
the pain wasnt so terrible anymore
but its still painful and i feel bad

sighs
got time i will take photo and upload the picture of my swollen face and my stupid tooth =.="

2009-03-27T00:40:00.002+08:00

work was rather relax today, did some filling and some labelling
after work was tired, head home to get money then went out to meet second brother for dinner at serangoon.

after dinner, head home(TPY) because baby was waiting for me downstairs
went up relax do some cleaning ups of old photos in my comp and my room
had a chat with baby
heard that his dad bought something for me from China
will only knows when they come back from KL.
then baby head home
because he got to wake up at 4plus to prepare to head off to KL with his parents. FYI, HE IS DRIVING!!!!!!
damn it man
i'm so worried

will only be able to go over 2nd home on Tuesday
that is when chen papa go back China, sad :'(

baby had a haircut today, really look like boy boy man
but, still a lovely baby. =))

Had a safe trip baby! LOVES*

2009-03-26T01:07:00.004+08:00

had really great days

200309:

Chen mama came back
went to airport fetch her
wanted to go changi nasi lemak eat
but no open
so went to jackson there de coffee shop eat prawn noodle.

220309:
me and baby ride out
i fetch chen mama
we go wash bike
then go meet auntie michelle and drink kopi..
then head hm for sleep.......

today, baby cook dinner
sorry for chen mama to wait for me then eat dinner
which was 9PM ?
=S

Chen papa's flight is in the afternoon tmr
then baby will start driving off on Friday around 5am to KL with chen papa and mama
SAD~~

2009-03-18T20:38:00.001+08:00

你取代这一秒我生命的空白
问题忽然找到答案不用解释也明白
你的微笑是一个暗号我能解读那多美好
梦想不到想永远停留在这一秒
你为我的世界重新彩绘
是你带我找到另一个天堂
远比想象中的美
我们怀抱里的这一个天堂
另一个梦想有无限的快乐
相信你是我的另一个天堂
给的爱多么纯粹
因为你而存在这一个天堂
爱是直达的路线
因为你而存在这一个天堂
只想陪在你身边
我等待下一刻再相遇的精彩
踢开每天越来越爱逻辑就这
么简单
生命转到同一个频道因为我的
幸福坐标
我多渺小能爱着你才最重要
想把你的明天仔细翻阅
是你带我找到另一个天堂
远比想象中更美
我们怀抱里的这一个天
堂
另一个梦想有无限的快乐
相信
信你是我的另一个天堂
给的爱多么
纯粹
因为你而存在这一个天堂
爱是直达的路线

2009-03-16T00:51:00.003+08:00

This afternoon
had a big big storm rain
my bike was blown down
and now
alignment gone
i realised that when i was riding home earlier on

will not be riding for maybe 1 or 2 days
BF will send me to and fro from work.

Shop still cant operate yet
due to delays of contractors
and some wirings problem
had been 2weeks
yet its still delaying
don't know when will the shop starts operating

BTW, i wont be alone in shop
either David or Claudio will be in the shop most of the time
but will be in the Office.

Ciaos people.

2009-03-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

Received a sms from Claudio
to report to work on Monday 9th Feb instead of tomorrow
so another few more days more rest..
Happy i am

In some people life,
theres happy and sadness
but mostly are from the same person and felt from the same person
but
i feeling happy with someone
but im feeling sad from another person

if things are meant to be broken, it will break
so, going back to the time, is impossible and hard to be the same.

maybe its time for me to go and look at some poems. :S